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Hi there subscriber.

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 23:03:28 GMT

Long time no see, eh?
I'm going to be making an avatar site.
Thoughts on that?

I grew out of this website.
I grew up.
I'm not this peppy little girl I was when I was on here.
But I have some great avas already made for you,
and some already saved to my computer,
and I'd love to share.

I'll make the page tonight and post a link very soon.

Comment, subscribe, do what you wish. ^_^

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:44:58 GMT

I`m so sorry that I haven`t updated in a few months. Tonight I have a recital, and I spent so much time updating the layout that I don`t have time to look for quotes & update, so I pinky promise that I will have an update tomorrow. Also, thanks a bunch to my 81 subscribers. When I hit 100 you`ll get a GIGANTIC post, just like when I got 50 subbers. So keep `em coming please. If you wanna be sisters, please subscribe too if you don`t mind too much.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 12:22:26 GMT

Sorry for the long time no see!! I was studying for midterms and such..

But I'm back now. And decided just to do pictures and icons and quotes now and not all that other stuff..

As for the 'Personal Section on here, I've decided just to give you guys the link to my personal site..

clickity-click!

I have to update the song of the week and the site of the week and I will update that as SOON as I'm done with this. Okay loves? I know there was one girl who had applied for site of the week. But only one in that long leave of absense.. ONE. So apply.!! Here's the app for those of you who need it::

Name of site:

Your name:

What you provide:

Did you subscribe?:

Now for some quotes? Sound good?

[One.]

"If you ever need anything, I'll be there."
but a best friend says,
"You'll never need anything; I'll be there."

[Two.]

Love, for me, is only a mythical feeling
that exists only on paper.

[Three.]

I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, & if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something, too. All I ask, please, is that you just don't dismiss that & try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, & I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there; between you & me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are & what you've meant to me.

[Four.]

Just because I have to let you go
doesn't mean that I won't think about you
every step I take away from you </3

[Five.]

& girl, get over it.
he's not worth it.

[Six.]

There are 12 months in a year
30 days a month.
7 days a week.
24 hours ~~a day~~.
60 minutes an hour.
but only one like you in a lifetime. <3

[Seven.]

That’s all right.

That’s okay

I never loved you anyway.. </3

[Eight.]

just because you paint a picture,
doesn't mean it fits the frame.

[Nine.]

>>talk to her; she's a girl.
the reason she doens't talk first is because
she has the vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her.<<

[Ten.]

he smiles, and then looks away
& you wonder just maybe that smile
meant so~~meth~~ing he couldn't say. <3

[Eleven.]

sometimes you just need someone,
someone to make you smile when you're
sad, someone to tell you you're beautiful,
someone to look forward to seeing you
everyday, someone to call you every night,
someone to say i love you and mean it.
sometimes you just need someone.

[Twelve.]

That was how you knew love.
My mother had told me that.
All you had to do was imagine your life without the other person,
and if the thought alone made you shiver,
then you knew.

[Thirteen.]

When you left me there alone that night, I felt abandoned, stranded, alone & utterly forgotten, just as I always did. But then you did something no one had ever done before. You came back. & it was in that moment that I knew I was head over heels in love with you.

[Forteen.]

No one falls in love by choice, it's by chance.
No one stays in love by chance; it is by work.
No one falls out of love by chance, it's by choice.

[Fifteen.]

you told me that you couldn't believe
in somebody who couldn't believe in you.
i believed in you. i always believed in you,
you just didn't believe in me

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:21:48 GMT

No update today, this is just a reminder that I did the song of the week a day early because I won't be on tomorrow. So play the song!! I love it. (It's Do Your Thing by N'Sync<33)

Friday, January 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 20:10:25 GMT

Ok, so only TWO subbers since the last update. So I'm kind of upset. On the other hand, I've come up with some new sections in every post. I'll list them.

Features!!

personal life.

site of the week.

quotes.

icons.

photos.

new products/things I just discovered that I love

And the updates will go in that order. K loves?

Personal Life<3

So lately I've been feeling bad because my boyfriend gets kinda jealous because all my friends are guys. And I feel bad that he doesn't like it, but I'm not going to change who my friends are because of him, I mean, my friends are VERY important to me. Besides that, life is interesting. Honors is KILLING me. I've got a 82% average in that class. All my other classes are currently A's. Midterms are coming up.. GAHH. Hope everyone else's life si good.

Site of the Week<3

None yet!! Here's the application:

Name of site:

Your name:

What you provide:

Did you subscribe?:

We're only going to have ONE site at a time though, so you might have to wait a few weeks if it's terribly popular.. if it's not I am going to shut it down.

16 Fabulous Quotes<3

[one.]

She's so glad to be with him. He's the only person she wants to be with. He means so much to her. She loves his stupid jokes, how he can change her entire day just by giving her a hug, the way he can always make her laugh, and how he's by her side through everything that goes wrong.

[two.]

With love, you should go ahead
and take the risk of getting
hurt because love is an
amazing feeling.
++BritneySpears

[three.]

so there's this boy
and the way he laughs, makes me smile
and the way holds my hand...gives me butterflies
his smile makes my day better
and just about everything about him makes me happy

[four.]

i look at you and think, this is the way
it's suppose to be. this is what i've been
waiting for. this is everything. you are
my everything <3

[five.]

We've been talking on the phone for hours and hours. You can give me a call whenever you like to. And if you would fall you know I will catch you. Yeah I'll stick around, I'll be right beside you. I'm sure you always knew what you had to do. And I'm sure you had your reasons you change 'em every season.

[six.]

life is too short. grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. laugh when you can. apologize when you should & let go of what you can. take chances. give everything & have no regrets. life is too short to be unhappy. you have to take the good with the bad. smile when you're sad. love what you got & always remember what you had. always forgive but never forget. learn from your mistakes but never regret. people change & things go wrong. but always remember, life goes on.

[seven.]

the worst thing you can do
is let your head ;; second guess
your heart.

[eight.]

the true value of a best friend can never
be lost, only forgotten.

[nine.]

I'm just speaking from experience, nothing can compare to
your first true love. So I hope this will remind you:
When it's for real, it's forever.

[ten.]

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
+ "Never Let This Go"- Paramore

[eleven.]

There is a difference
in what we long for,
what we settle for,
and whom we are meant for.
-The Notebook.

[twelve.]

It's not his fault
you're so fabulous
he can't think
about anything else.
-Gilmore Girls-

[thirteen.]

Caution;
i may have the sudden urge to
kiss you. be prepared.

[fourteen.]

in a room full of people
you're the first one I look for,
that must mean something

[fifteen.]

He's that guy that
you'd want to hang out with
even if you weren't dating him,
and he's cute in that kinda way
that's sorta like... you know in the movies
that guy you want the girl to end up
with that everybody pretends isn't cute,
but he really is.

[sixteen.]

a couple of hundred years ago Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. this is the man who discovered electricity. you think more people would listen to what he had to say. i don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. fear of failure. fear of rejection. sometimes, the fear is just of making a decision. because what if you're wrong? what if you're making a mistake you can't undo? the early bird catches the worm. a stitch in time saves nine. he who hesitates is lost. we can't pretend we haven't been told. we've heard all the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the poets urging us to seize the day. still sometimes, we have to see for ourselves. we have to make our own mistakes. we have to learn our own lessons. we have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrows rug until we can't anymore. until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. that knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 22:05:22 GMT

We just hit 50 subscribers!! MAJORLY EXCITED!! We've been open for almost a week now. So, here's that 100 quote update we promised. Please don't jock. Please continue to comment and subscribe. =)

[one.]

Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

--Every Breath You Take by the Police

[two.]

You are a getaway car
A rush of blood to the head
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed
You steer in a rear view mirror
Make my head swim
I'll keep you warm
And won't ask you where you've been

--Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pane For My Sham Friends by Fall Out Boy

[three.]

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope

--I’ve Got A Dark Alley Way And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song) by Fall Out Boy

[four.]

pain and suffering
helps to create
what we call
art.

[five.]

As far as I'm concerned, Shaw was a punk. 'Cause you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. 'Cause you are, and that pain you feel: it's life. The confusion and fear...that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that something is worth fighting for.
( Nathan Scott ; One Tree Hill )

[six.]

when I turn the lights out
when I close my eyes
reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie.
( Together ; Avril Lavigne )

[seven.]

people think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is just gonna work out. well people are wrong.
-one tree hill

[eight.]

Please don't play with me,
my paper heart will bleed.

[nine.]

he’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

the only one who’s got enough of me break my heart </3

[ten.]

These words were never easier
to say or for her to second guess;
But, I can live ~~without~~ you, but <3
without you I'll be miserable at best.

[eleven.]

Its kinda weird between us,
we'll talk for hours at a time, then ~~not talk at~~ all for weeks
but then you keep coming running back,
Its bittersweet, i guess..
but i dunno how much bittersweet I can take,
pick one.
Bitter or Sweet.

©lovewhore__xo

[twelve.]

I'm not the kind of girl who’s going to tell you how cute your eyes are, or how much I want a hug. I'm the kind of girl who will ignore you in the halls, until you talk to me or hit me to get my attention. I ~~won't~~ ask you out. It's up to you, idiot. Now you know how I am. So take me or leave.

[thirteen.]

before you give up on someone, you've got to remember why you you're still holding on.

[fourteen.]

Never dull your shine for somebody else.
-tyra banks

[fifteen.]

breathe it in deep.
the air may sting with a slight comfort,
you've been here before.
bite your tongue and loosen your grip.
falling may just be the best thing you've ever done.

[sixteen.]

we walked through the dark,
it was so quiet as the white flakes slowly dropped around us.
it was cold; but all i could feel was the warmth of your hand,
your breath on my skin as you laughed.
you cheeks rosy with chill as i looked at you
& realized how truly lucky i am to call you mine.

[seventeen.]

its sad how wrong people really are about love.
its no myth, its not a fairy tale.
it just takes time, takes work, takes patience.
& maybe the saddest thing of all is how people give up on it.

[eighteen.]

It`s not ok cause he made me laugh. I didn`t have to pretend to be anything other than who I am when I was with him. I don`t believe in finding your other half but I do believe you look for someone who makes you a better person, who changes you for the better & because I thought I found it in him

[nineteen.]

You put your arm around my waist,
& pulled me closer & it didn't feel weird,
or like we were crossing any lines, it just made sense;
it just felt right.

[twenty.]

Oh, and one
more thing
kid; you'll
never find
another me

[twenty-one.]

Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days
when it all comes rushing back.

[twenty-two.]

To live is
the rarest thing.
Most people
only exist

[twenty-three.]

Do your nights feel incomplete without our phone calls? Mine do. Do your eyes feel like they’re burning out of your skull? Mine too. Is it just our little routine that we’re missing so bad? Or is it the fact that we’re both losing the best friend that we ever had?

[twenty-three.]

just think.
there's someone out there
dying to get you to notice.
just think.
someone's staying up
staring at their ceiling
thinking only of your smile.

[twenty-four.]

I'm falling apart enough with you around.
Now that you're ~~gone~~, I don't know what to
do with myself. I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're happy. but most of all,
I hope you miss me too.

[twenty-five.]

She let you go even though
it broke her heart
-- The OC

[twenty-six.]

your body language says so much,
yeah, i feel it in the way you touch.
but 'til you say the words it's not enough,
so for now, move your mouth a different way
and come press your lips against mine

[twenty-seven.]

And I realized that you very rarely get everything you want in life,
but if you dont fight for it then, you have even less of a chance.
So, here I am, fighting, for you. -Ugly Betty.

[twenty-eight.]

Relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

--Sex And The City

[twenty-nine.]

It's the kind of relationship where we have a secret
handshake, and she begs him to watch Disney movies
with her, while he begs her to watch a scary movie
instead. Its where they laugh and joke all the time, but
they're serious when the time is to be serious.
Its where neither of them have to say
"I love you" because they know with
all their hearts that they love each other.
Its where they can mess around on her couch,
and then she'll laugh at him when he
tries not to look guilty in front of her dad.
Its the kind of love that everyone dreams of.

[thirty!]

Just because somebody flirts with you,
doesn't mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you,
doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody wants to go out with you,
doesn't mean they love you.
Just because somebody loves you,
doesn't mean they won't hurt you.

[thirty-one.]

i don't want to do anything to pressure
you or push you away, even though
sometimes i can't help it. just like i
can't help that i fell in love with you.
-One Tree Hill

[thirty-two.]

Why is it that
when you like a
guy, they don't like
you. But when your
best friend likes
him, He completely
falls for her?

[thirty-three.]

If my house was burning down
ME && MY GIRLS
would be outside roasting
marshmellows and hitting on the
F.I.R.E.M.A.N

[thirty-four.]

With your pen and notebook you’ve blown me away
It’s the smallest words we cannot say
Your favourite colour is that of red wine
Which brings me around to your favourite pastime
With your pen and notebook you’ve blown me away
And I won’t be blamed for not feeling the same
Are the stars out tonight
From the Southside oh the prettiest side
Will you stumble or fall tonight
Are you watching wrapped up cosy and tight
We’re not the same

[thirty-five.]

I'm just speaking from experience, nothing can compare to
your first true love. So I hope this will remind you:
When it's for real, it's forever.

[thirty-six.]

& even though i know its not true
i cant h e l p but hope that everytime
you smile, joke, or show off that your
doing it for m.e.

[thirty-seven.]

your my EVERYTHiNG.
meeting you was f.a.t.e.
being friends was a choice;;
but falling in *love* with you...
was out of my controll<3

[thirty-eight.]

have you ever loved someone...
who just doesnt feel the same?
trying to make somebody care
for you the way i do;; its like
trying to catch the ----->rain.

[thirty-nine.]

would you love me if I was skinny?

You say no, but your eyes say yes.

[fourty!]

you may not be everything i need;;but
right now your right up there with oxygen

[fourty-one.]

this year do what makes you happy & forget about the
things that may stand in the way of that feeling. let go of
the pain that was caused by trying to find love & this year,
let love find you. you have 366 days to make wonderful
memories. live today like you have just been born again
& make this year the one to remember. only you can
control the fate of this year

[fourty-two.]

there's no doubt about it, breakups suck. but in the first few
hours or days or weeks that follow, there's one important truth
you need to recognize :: some things can't and shouldn't be fixed,
especially that loser who dumped you or forces you to dump him.
it's over for a reason, and deep down inside,
you probably know what the reason is.

[fourty-three.]

The world doesn't mean as much as you do.
No one means as much as you do. No one ever did.

[fourty-four.]
I flipped the cards over &
saw hearts. I shuffled them &
said "I don't deal with love."

[fourty-five.]

because life is an ugly place
not to have a best friend.

[fourty-six.]

You walked away from the
one person who never left your side.

[fourty-seven.]

Aquamarine: her dad makes the weather?

Claire: no, he just reports it.

Aquamarine: and she’s a princess?

Hailey: no just a royal bitch.

[fourty-eight.]

Tell me that you've had trouble sleeping;
that you toss and turn from side to side;
that it's my face you've been seeing in your dreams at night.
Tell me that you wake up crying, and you're not exactly sure why.
Tell me that something is missing in your life.
Tell me that ~~it's not just me~~.

[fourty-nine.]

You've only got three choices in life:
Give up, Give in, or Give it all you've got.

[FIFTY!!]

I've been trying not to love you, I've been putting up a fight.
I've been barely holding on, and letting go with all my might.
There's a part of me that's empty, I know only love can fill.
I'm afraid I'll never fill it, and scared to death I will.

[fifty-one.]

High school is the same
everywhere. There will always
be that one boy that makes
you want to get up in the morning.

[fifty-two.]

Don`t worry about it. It`s time to move on.
You`ll have your friends to confide in, to find comfort in, to cherish. & he`ll have his stupid guitar, his ugly face, & his..nothing. You`ll be strong enough to go about daily life without him. & he`ll try & catch your eye, & raise his voice just to get noticed by you. So don`t worry about it. He`s not worth your attention.
Not anymore

[fifty-three.]

It's probably the wrong time to tell you this, But..well..maybe its the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now. I can't even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can't either. But I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I'll always be here for you..all you have to do is ask.

[fifty-four.]

This`s for the girls that are tired of giving all they have in a relationship when he just doesn`t seem to want to be in it. For the ones that are tired of feeling let down by things he doesn`t do, or heart broken by things he does. For the ones that know he just doesn`t love you the same way he used to & know that when you say "I love you more" you`re right, you do love him more. This is for the girls that are in an infilling relationship but stay in it anyways cause they love him.

[fifty-five.]

Although "jumping to conclusions" is an expression, rather than an activity, it is as dangerous as jumping off a cliff, jumping in front of a moving train, and jumping for joy. If you jump off a cliff, you have a very good chance of experiencing a painful landing unless there is something below you to cushion your fall, such as a body of water or an immense pile of tissue paper. If you jump in front of a moving train, you have a very good chance of experiencing a painful voyage unless you are wearing some sort of train-proof suit. And if you jump for joy, you have a very good chance of experiencing a painful bump on the head, unless you make sure you are standing someplace with very high ceilings, which joyous people rarely do. Clearly, the solution to anything involving jumping is either to make sure you are jumping to a safe place, or not to jump at all.
-lemony snicket

[fifty-six.]

And I hope you’re at my funeral. I hope you see everyone crying and realize; I did just fine in life without you. I found my own way. There were plenty of people who loved me just fine without you.

[fifty-seven.]

I was in a pretty dark place back then. But I never stopped believing in us.

[fifty-eight.]

The problem with boys: They make you think that they love you when they don't.
The problem with girls: They make you think that they don't love you when they do.

[fifty-nine.]

Rumors are vicious, talk is cheap. words are dangerous, secrets you should keep. gossip is fake & will make the deepest cut. so learn from the past and keep your mouth shut.

[sixty.]

I think I'll go anti-love
I Mean...Who Needs It...
butterflies in the tummy
&&& hearts skippingbeats
That cant besafe.

[sixty-one.]

She is the type of girl that wisheson stars, even though she knows nothing will happen.
She still wants some hope, that her life will be better.
She wishes to be prettier, a stronger person.
But most of all, with tears running down her face,she wishes for him.

[sixty-two.]

turn the music up a little
louder so it's blaring and
take everything off your
mind until suddenly you
remember he's on your
mind and you simply can't
forget him and that's
when you realize its him
you've loved all along.

[sixty-three.]

I've learned that you can't make someone love you;
all you can do is stalk them until they panic & give in.

[sixty-four.]

you don’t know how it feels to be so in love,
with someone who doesn’t even know.
[secret love - jojo]

[sixty-five.]

the mistake i made is clear / we never should have been together
thats the reason you`re not here, i know i can do so much better
not a single salty tear, not a feeling in my chest
baby i feeling no stress - -
I'm too fly to be depressed

[sixty-six.]

every time I see your face

I can see the games you play

--Plain White T’s “So Damn Clever”

[sixty-seven.]

someone asked me if i knew you,
a million memories flashed through my mind
and i whispered
…not anymore

[sixty-eight.]

Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces will break away. Sometimes, life is like that. It tosses us down a hill. When we reach the bottom, only the important things are left, and that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, while hope stirs inside us. It's all a matter of perspective.

[sixty-nine.]

friendships are like condoms
even the best ones can break

[seventy.]

the things about life that ive learned is that youre going to get hurt. youre going to have emotional nights & cry yourself to sleep for hours. youre going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. but you will also have those moments where you heal. those moments are the best. you feel like you smile for the first time again. you feel like youre alive again. life just kinda of restarts.

[seventy-one.]

Messing up his life
isn’t the best revenge.
It’s getting on with
yours & living it to
the fullest that kills him

[seventy-two.]

Your broke her heart;
crushed her confidence;
raised her insecurities
and all you have to say is
" we can still be friends"??

[seventy-three.]

do you want to be my one and only love?

[seventy-four.]

&& you would rather see me drown

then see your hands get wet<3

[seventy-five.]

How can I describe just how this

Feels? A love like this is made for

The movies. You are just so darn

Perfect.

[seventy-six.]

I am letting the telephone ring because I ~~don't~~ want to know why. I ~~don't~~ want to hear you explain. I ~~don't~~ want to hear you cry. I have written so much about you, so much I thought I knew.

[seventy-seven.]

Love all those mother fuckers who talk their shit.
They're your biggest fans.

[seventy-eight.]

him: "you have no sense of adventure."
me: "did you just say that i have no sense of adventure? if so, you're wrong.
because i have spent the past year and a half on an adventure with you."
him: "how do you figure?"
me: "because everything i've done with you, i've never done with anyone else."

[seventy-nine.]

You always disappoint
me. It's kind of like our
inside joke except
it's not funny.

[eighty!]

but when I look in the mirror, I see a girl who's been through so much and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart or what's left of it... & when you see her walk down the hall, I can guarantee you she'll have her head up high faking a smile just one last time at all those who try & break her but never will.

[eighty-one.]

and ultimately , he's going to find out
how you chew , how you sip, how you
hum, how you dance , how you smell at
every point in the day ; the fact that most
of your friends are shallow , that you hate
sitting in an aisle seat, how you sometimes
can't seem to listen , how you get hyper
when you travel , how certain games or
shows make you really happy, how you
get cranky because you're too stupid to
remember to sleep , how you don't like
the way you look in most of your pictures,
how you can't get off the phone when you're
late because you don't want to sound like you
don't care , how you have no ability to save
receipts; he's going to know all of it,
everything about you, he's going to know ,
and he's still going to love you.

[eighty-two.]

Never regret a boy.
Because you learned a lesson
and you won't make it again.

[eighty-three.]

Impossible is just a word
someone uses to
discourage you or to put
a limit to where you should
go, but after all it's just
a word so just ignore it

[eighty-four.]

the most wasted day is one in
which we have not laughed.

[eighty-five.]

he calls me stupid
he calls me fat
he hooks up with diffrent girls every weekend
he cant ~~keep~~ a girlfriend for more that two weeks
hes a player
hes an ass hole
hes my everything
and im just another girl....

[eighty-six.]

I hope he treats you right.
takes you out, shows you off.
like the prized slut you are

[eighty-seven.]

Your first love; you know who I'm talking about. The only boy you've ever really fallen for, & you know that it's true love. It's none of the silly immature love that people claim they do after a couple of weeks; you've got honesty & loyalty; you fight & yet you still love because you both know what you want. You both know that you were meant for each other so you wouldn't want mess things up. No matter how many times you fight, you know deep down that you could never truly be mad at them. To think that they were out of your life before is just simply amazing how you ever lived before at all. Not a day goes by without you constantly thinking about them & it scares the hell out of you to think, "If I'm so in love with this one person, this person that I love with everything I have, how do other people move on & love another?" You're so emotionally attached to this boy that you're so scared to love someone else. This boy taught you the real meaning of love & you never thought you had love in you until he came along & showed you. You never knew what the meaning of jealousy was until every time he mentioned a girl, it made you want to make sure that you were the best thing he has. Everything you've dreamt up of a perfect boy was nothing compared to what this boy has because it made you see that not everything you want is everything you need. You'll never forget the boy that changed your whole life because he's your best friend & the love of your life

[eighty-eight.]

she's beautiful, but she'll
never admit it. music makes
her world go round, literally.
friends are her everything.
she's afraid of being alone.
when she smiles her whole
face lights up.

[eighty-nine]

there are plenty of fish in the sea;
but he will always be my nemo<3

[ninety!]

I know I can be cruel
I say a lot of things I don't mean
And I'm not always in the mood
To give you what you need
But I come close, you gotta
Love me love me love me or leave me
"Love Me or Leave Me" by Rooney

[ninety-one.]

Writing a poem is like seeing shapes in a cloud;
the person next you hardly ever knows
what the hell you're talking about.

[ninety-two.]

I can prove to you

This town is a whole lot more

Than some bricks and pavement.

[ninety-three.]

myspace is for desperate whores.

[ninety-four.]

So put on your dancing shoes,
because this beat is for you.
Every rhythm and note thought perfectly through.
It's the least I could do,
after what we've been through.

[ninety-five.]

I’ll circle the world for you two.

--Aquamarine

[ninety-six.]

stood on my roof trying to see you

forgetting about me

hide the details;

I don’t want to know a thing

-- Fall Out Boy

[ninety-seven.]

What you do on your own time’s just fine

my imaginations much worse

I just never want to know

--Fall Out Boy

[ninety-eight.]

I am God’s gift, why would he bless me with
Such wit without a conscience equipped
I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you,

“There’s too much green, to feel blue.”

--Fall Out Boy

[ninety-nine.]

I love everything about you that hurts
So, let me see your moves
Let me see your moves
Lips pressed close to mine
True blue
But the prince of any failing empire knows that
Everybody wants,
Everybody wants
To drive on through the night
If it’s a drive back home

--Fall Out Boy

[ONE HUNDRED!]

You are a getaway car -
A rush of blood to the head
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed
You steer in a rear view mirror -
Make my head swim
I'll keep you warm
And won't ask you where you've been

--Fall Out Boy

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 14:05:34 GMT

Wowzoes, lots of comments and subbers yesterday!! I'm up to 28 now. When I reach 50 subbers you guys are gonna get 100 quotes!! [probably not 100 photos tho cause that takes a LONG time.]
So keep subbing, keep commenting!!

My life? Well, no school again today. :] That makes me happy. And I'm about to eat a donut. Laugh.Out.Loud. Yeah, I'm not one of those anorexic girls on xanga.. on those BMI thingys it says I weigh exactly what I should be, so thats where I stay.

[one.]

You know you're besties when the only
words the conversation consists of are:
"remember when... and then... haha great times."
And ends with a big smile, and a few giggles.

[two.]

I'm a hopeless romantic. I believe in wishing on stars,
soul mates, and love that never ends. But yeah,
sometimes I feel like the only single person alive. I feel
so alone. No matter what I try to do, I'm left in solitude.
Maybe I try to hard, or maybe I really am hopeless.

[three.]

when you look in his eyes and he's looking back at yours,
everything feels not quite normal because you feel
stronger and weaker at the same time. the truth is you don't know
what you feel except you know what kind of person
you want to be. it's as if you reached the unreachable
and you were ready for it

[four.]

there's always gonna be that guy that no matter what happens
between you two, no matter how long you go without talking,
you never stop loving him . .

[five.]

Don't ever give up on love, cause there is
always someone who loves you...even if its not
the person you were hoping for.

[six.]

Girl: I like someone.
Boy: Who?
Girl: Wait, wait. I love someone.
Boy: Can you tell me?
Girl: Yeah, but you can't laugh.
Boy: Okay, I won't. Just tell me.
Girl: It starts with y and ends in u.
Boy: I like that person too.

[seven.]

I like not being a double zero in jeans unnaturally; skeletons just aren't my thing. So, what if I jiggle a bit, confidence will give me all the happiness I need. It's okay if I'm not the hottest girl around, as long as I have a decent personality, I'll be fine. I've lived, I've laughed, I've loved. Maybe not in the ways people would appreciate, but it's been more than enough for me.
+ Chloe Higashida

[eight.]

Girls suck. It's like they get lobotomized the second they hit puberty. One day, you're all milling around in the Rainbow Brite section at FAO Schwartz. The next day, someone has breasts... after that, it's all about getting boys to like you, and whoever dies the thinnest wins.
+ Dawson's Creek.

[nine.]

I ride the train because you fall asleep on my shoulder.
+ PostSecret.

[ten.]

I've changed so much lately. Every single day I wake up different. I feel like I'm fading with each step I take. All everyone else sees are smiles; they say I'm doing much better, but I know I'm doing much worse.

[eleven.]

You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in. Were we a part of someones life when that dream came true or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in as if we were somehow destined to be there. Or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.
( Lucas Scott ; One Tree Hill )

[twelve.]

You can't live your life for other people.
You've got to do what's right for you.
Even if it hurts some people you love.
[Nicholas Sparks - The Notebook]

[thirteen.]

If two people who love each other
as much as we do can't be together,
then there's no hope for anyone.
-Boy Meets World

[fourteen.]

i used to care a lot about what people thought of me, then I learned I definitely cant please everyone. Some people will like you, and some people will hate you, but I really don't care either way. Im NOT losing sleep over it.
-Kristin Cavallari

[fifteen.]

See what hurts me the most is that you
won`t admit you were wrong. But how dare you try
to take what you didn`t help me to get.

[sixteen.]

Basically i just wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear
& cuddles up next to him when its cold;
i want him to come up behind me
& wrap his arms around my waist catch me off guard
&& whisper; " you look beautiful. "

[seventeen.]

I`m done pretending, so here goes:
No, I`m not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I`m not okay with
the fact that we ~~don`t even talk~~ anymore. & to top it all off?
No, I`m not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place

[eighteen.]

if he cheats with you,
he'll cheat on you.

[nineteen.]

we are broken; what must we do
to restore our innocence, and all the
promise we adored? give us life again,
becaause we just want to be whole<3

[twenty.]

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
listens but doesn't believe,
and leaves before she is left.
--Marilyn Monroe

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Remember, when I get 50 subbers, 100 quotes. Come on, how can you let that go by?

So basically, comment, subscribe, tell your friends where you got the stuff. :]

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Favorites? I lovee the Back To The Future icons<3

And my fav. quotes are def. 2 &+ 6

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Monday, January 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 13:23:40 GMT

SNOW DAY!! YESS!!

so here is a bonus quote for you guys.

anything can happen on a snow day.

--Snow Day

[one.]

Jealousy is an accessory
attached to the heart ♥

[two.]

I've gone through 8 boxes of tissue,
7 hours of music, 6 pints of ice-cream,
5 seconds of a slight smile, 4 minutes of reading,
3 full movies, 2 best friends staying by my side,
& it's only been 1 day </3

[three.]

i'm scared as hell to want you,
but here i am wanting you anyway,
and fear means i have something to lose, right?
and i don't want to lose you.

[four.]

friend: i feel bad for you...
her: why?
friend: because you're not mad. you want to be, but you just can't, and when you talk about him, your eyes still sparkle...

[five.]

Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street; who's arms I laid in & never wanted to go away. The one who I talked to for hours & told pointless stories to. The one who knew everything about me & liked me anyway. The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't, & helped me when I had no clue what to do. The one who showed me what love was & what it was like to need someone there. The one who could only make me cry & hurt me like no other guy could. Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there; the way even he couldn't stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly & couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side. Something is still there; something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two. Something like your first love that wasn't ready to end. Something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore, but hers. Something that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears, because suddenly all of those memories come back & it almost hurts worse to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss everything about that boy that isn't ever coming back.

[six.]

Everyone always says everything happens for a reason, right? But when something horrible happens, we hate the world. That moment where we lose the person we love, fail at absolutely everything & lose ourselves; we are lost. And all people can say is that things happen for a reason. For reason that can not be explained. We must be patient in order to find the light in an extremely long tunnel. Well, I've been waiting my whole life for that something that can lead me out of this darkness, someone whose love can light up my world. And after all the heartaches, all the nights where I've cried myself to sleep, every boy who has played with my emotions & treated my heart as a toy, they could play with & just throw away when their done. After each & every day waking up wishing I was never here, after everything that has happened, I finally understand what those reason were & the reasons were for me to wait for you. You, as the one. The one person who makes me feel alive, who is the light in my life, whose love is the most powerful feeling I have ever experienced. You are the person who I've been waiting my whole life for, & now that I have found you, I will love you with all my heart & live each and everyday to the fullest because my soul is finally whole now that I've found you. <3

[seven.]

When the headphones are on,
all you have to worry about is if
the volume can go up any louder.

[eight.]

You make MTV want a show called
PIMP MY FACE!

[nine.]

"Like, god invented Sundays
so people who were out partying
Saaturday nights could like...get
~~over~~ their hangovers." &BritneySpears

[ten.]

What did it feel like, I wondered, to be kissed like that right out in public? Not like some passionate tongue-wrestling thing, just a kiss to declare: We are each other's. I'd never been kissed like that. No one had declared me his, not for the whole world to see, anyway.
-Story Of A Girl

[eleven.]

love is when twelve people are
calling your name and you really only hear
[ one ] <3

[twelve.]

we talk like we know what's going on,
but we don't. we don't know anything. we're
young and we're gonna screw up a lot. we're
gonna keep changing our minds, and sometimes
our hearts. and through all that, the only real
thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.
++ Dawson's Creek

[thirteen.]

That moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person, and you realize that, that person is the only person you are suppose to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh and cry because you feel so lucky that you found it, and so scared that it is going to go away all at the same time.
-- Never Been Kissed –

[fourteen.]

friendship ;; it's more than just a phone call, a birthday present every year. it's more than just a ride to the mall, or a study partner. it's a person who's by your side and sticks with you when you feel like you're ~~on your own.~~

[fifteen.]

I cry at weddings; hospitals make me nervous
I'm sarcastic to a fault ,but it doesn't matter
I can be pretty mean; naive is my middle name
and I don't believe in perfection, but it doesn't matter,

h e t h i n k s i ' m p e r f e c t

Comments and subscribers are needed right now. I have 2 sister site spots filled. 8 more to go.

Poll: Do you like detective//crime shows?

Me: oohh yess!! Monk, Psych, Law And Order SVU, Law And Order CI, CSI, ext. ext.

Question: how do I put in a code for a sister site in my Look &+ feel so you can click it?

No school. =)

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 13:19:47 GMT

Boun jour! Figured I wouldn't have time to get in an update today so decided to do one bright and EARLY.. so no photos. Because I am too tired. I'll try to update this thing ATLEAST every other day, but no promises.

[one.]

Me, you and my medication.
Love is just a chemical creation.
Synthetic sensation;
Me, you and my medication.
- Me, You and My Medication, Boys Like Girls

[two.]

Once you believe in love,
you believe in magic.
-Mandy Moore

[three.]

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You're my love, and my best friend . And every day that goes by, it seems like I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. You touch me in a way no one else ever has and give me so many reasons to smile. I've never been so happy.

[four.]

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
right now - at this very moment. I realized something.
I need you. I trust you, I admire you, I want you. &
you can be wrong a lot of the time, & we can fight,
& get mad at each other, but ~~nothing~~, nothing in this world
can change the fact that I love you.

[five.]
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if some distant place in the future we see eachother in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from eachother and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and thats what you've given me. Thats what I hope to give you forever. I love you. And I'll be seeing you.
- Noah, The Notebook

[six.]

Our breath steamed up the window glass,
as we flew under the overpass.
We almost laughed harder than we kissed,
you were always something I could never resist.

[seven.]

I'm not going to write you a poem, or tell you how much I'm sorry. Words can be bullshit. But when you see the tears streaming down my face, hopefully you'll understand.

[eight.]

Maybe I'm smiling and happy all the time..
Because I'm trying to hide something else.
- Beauty And The Geek

[nine.]

it doesn't matter if they don't wanna see ~~us together~~. we love each other,
we have something special & that's what matters.

[ten.]

They were in love. You could tell just by the way
they looked at each other, like they had the
most wonderful secret in the world between them.

[eleven.]

Wouldn't it be nice
if the world was flat?
that way we could
just push off the people
we don't like.

[twelve.]

i keep telling myself we'll be together in the end
but as time flies by, i feel that thought slowly slipping away.

[thirteen.]

I think I'm finally getting used to
the sucky days caused by you,
the fake smiles & "good times"
The glances over that now
mean absolutely nothing,
How whenever I get that
"1 New Text Message",
I'm always hoping it's you,
the plans that never really happen,
I think I'm finally getting used
to liking you & all that comes with it.

[fourteen.]

it’s amazing how one day, someone can walk into your life
then the next day, you wonder how you ever lived without them

[fifteen.]

Jesse McCartney;
Did you know that everyone's a star?
Big time, it dont matter who you are.
(Get Your Shine On)

[sixteen.]

Take off your vest, you look like Aladdin.
++`evan.superbad

[seventeen.]

LiSTEN UP!
kevin jonas has the cutest laugh
in the history of the planet. =]

Favorites?? Mine are three, four, &+five

Poll: Do you use mozilla firefox or internet explorer?

Me: Both, IE when I'm updating xanga, firefox for basically everything else.

Comments are GREATLY appreciated. <3

**Edit-- I am so sick of finding sites about anorexic girls on xanga. It's sad, and what I find even more sad is that other girls SUPPORT them on throwing up, or not being healthy. Anorexia is a diesease, not a fashion statement. I know that. I think it is medially induced- from reading about Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton and everyone else being what-- 95 lbs? I mean-- I'd like to lose some weight- what teenage girl wouldn't?? But I also know that I AM ME and I am proud of who I am. I just wish their were more resources for the girls that are anorexic to use. I wish everyone knew how wonderful every human being is.

Important!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Edit # 2- I am looking for some sister sites. Is anyone interested? First 10 sites gets it..

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 22:09:45 GMT

Hey, this is Kathleen at efflorescence_quotes !!

What is effloresence? Flowering, blooming.

Pretty word I think.

So thats what we're called!

Mostly love quotes, because they're the best kind.

[One.]

somewhere between laughing for no reason, making fun of each other, calling each other names,&& getting in fights about absolutely nothing ;; i sorta kinda fell for you. <3

[Two.]

Its kind of amazing
how one person can make your day
incredibly perfect

[Three.]

The fact you smile everytime you see me

Means the world to me

[Four.]

Life is random, sometimes it's tragic and totally messed up but there is one thing that makes all the drama and tears worth while, if you're lucky enough to find someone you love, who loves you back..
it's a gift.
&+ Degrassi<3

[Five.]

There's nothing like the deep breaths
after laughing that hard.
Nothing in the world like a sore stomach
for the right reasons.
-Perks of Being a Wallflower

[Six.]

Why is it everyone looks at him & doesn't see
how wonderful he is? Cause I saw it the first time
I laid eyes on him. I don`t think I knew it then,
but I guess I was falling in love

[Seven.]

fine, i admit it.
you're the guy i can't stop thinking about.
the guy who makes me wanna scream.
the one who can make my day in a million ways.
the one i write all my love quotes about.
in case you were wondering, yeah, that's you.

[Eight.]

there is no one else to me.
no hand could ever fit mine so perfectly,
no other kiss could ever give me so many goosebumps,
no heart could ever be as warm,
no other person on the earth could ever make me feel like you do.

[Nine.]
In the morning when I wake up
You’re the first thing that I think of
I can make it through anything
Knowing that I’ve got you.
In the morning when I wake up
Nothing else can take the place of you
And I know this sounds crazy, but
I don’t know where this is
I don’t know what I’m in
I can’t see down the road
But it don’t matter long as I got you
My world could fall apart
This life could get to hard
There’s so much that I can loose
But it don’t matter long as I got you

[Ten.]

~You`ll never know how
many nights i`ve layed
in bed just [[thinking]] about
how much you mean
*\\..to me

[Eleven.]

gravity is not responsible
for falling in love
-- albert Einstein

[Twelve.]

You've had my heart since hello.
Nothing will ever change that.
Not distance, not time, not space.
Nothing will ever take my heart away from you.
---Jerry Maguire

[Thirteen.]

We're all a little weird.
And life's a little weird.
And when we find someone whose weirdness is
compatible with ours,
we join up
in mutual weirdness
and call it love.

[Fourteen.]

"i love you, you annoy me as
much as possible but i want
to spend every little irritating
minute with you. i love you."
-scrubs <3

[Fifteen.]

Are you a fan of delicious flavor?

--Psych<3

Favorites: [One, four, &+ fourteen]

Poll: What's your opinion on brand names?

Me: I like American Eagle, but as long as it's cute and comfortable, what's the difference?